Conscious Connections Club: Authentic Relating & Singles Events

Caught myself flirting with the idea of calling my ex.

Not reaching for the phone — just the thought, circling.

If you’re a perfectionist who tried to earn your parents’ love in every impossible way — titles, roles, achievement, beauty, being exciting enough to keep — you know this one.

When I get tired of trying so hard, some part of me still believes a man is the only place I’ll hear it: yes darling, it’s okay, you got me now, no need to try harder, I am here.

14 years of doing this work. I still catch the thought.

The work was never finishing the pattern.

It’s catching it faster. Every time.

👇 If we made a list of every way we’ve seen or done auditioning for love — what would you add?

Easy.