09/17/2026
I was already feeling depleted at 7 weeks out. Now, at 4 weeks out & just under 1,600 calories, I’m really feeling it. Every exercise, every set, every rep takes something out of me. Sometimes I get lightheaded, sometimes I feel completely drained, but I still have under 4 weeks to go… I have to keep pushing. I’m pushing myself harder than I ever have before because there is no extending this show and there is no makeup show. It’s this or nothing.
I also want to thank my Shadow One mentoring athlete & friend Rudy Velasquez for continuing to show up for me, even after finishing his own show. That means a lot.
And to everyone checking in, texting, DMing, and asking how I’m doing… thank you. That’s what keeps me going.
4 MORE WEEKS. OCTOBER 10. ULTIMATE WARRIOR. I’m not coming to beat everyone else. I’m coming to beat me.