What if we’ve been taught to be suspicious of something that was never inherently wrong?
For many people, especially those raised in purity-focused religious environments, sexual desire and lust can become almost synonymous. Feeling desire can start to feel like something that needs to be controlled, questioned, or even ashamed of.
But Episode 436 explores a different distinction: feeling attraction isn’t necessarily the same thing as choosing to covet or pursue what isn’t yours.
And that distinction matters inside marriage.
Desire for your spouse doesn’t need to be treated as a moral problem. At the same time, desire becomes disconnected when we stop seeing another person as a whole human being and start treating them as an object or a means to an end.
What messages did you receive about sexual desire growing up? And how might those messages still be shaping the way you experience desire today?
Listen to Episode 436 for the full conversation about the seven “deadly sins” within marriage. Comment “436” for the link or search “Sex for Saints” in Spotify, Apple Podcasts or YouTube.
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08/29/2026
What if the score you're keeping is telling you more about scarcity than fairness?
It's easy to start tallying:
Who initiated?
Who apologized?
Who did more?
Who gave more?
Who made the effort?
And sometimes those questions point to a real imbalance that needs to be addressed. But the episode explores what happens when scorekeeping becomes the way you experience your marriage.
You stop relating to your spouse and start relating to a mental ledger. You begin evaluating whether your spouse has earned your effort, attention, or generosity.
The way out isn't pretending everything is equal. It's moving toward gratitude and generosity while still recognizing your own limits.
And there's an especially important distinction here: generosity is not self-abandonment. A healthy gift comes from having something to give, not from repeatedly overriding yourself until resentment takes over.
If this made you rethink the way you keep score, listen to Episode 436 for the deeper conversation.
Listen to Episode 436 for the full conversation about the seven “deadly sins” within marriage. Comment “436” for the link or search “Sex for Saints” in Spotify, Apple Podcasts or Youtube.
08/28/2026
What if the patterns creating distance in your marriage are much older than you think?
The seven deadly sins have been part of Christian moral thought for centuries, but this episode explores them through Elizabeth Oldfield's framework of disconnection.
Each one pulls us away in a different direction:
Pride pulls us into self-protection.
Greed pulls us into scarcity.
Lust pulls us away from the whole person.
Envy pulls our attention toward comparison.
Gluttony pulls us toward numbing.
Wrath pulls us toward contempt.
Sloth pulls us toward distraction.
And the antidote isn't simply trying harder to avoid being “bad.” It's learning to move back toward connection.
Back toward vulnerability.
Back toward gratitude.
Back toward attention.
Back toward presence.
Back toward your spouse, yourself, and God.
If one of these made you uncomfortable, curious, or unexpectedly seen, that may be worth paying attention to.
Listen to Episode 436 for the deeper conversation and the reflection questions you can take into your own marriage. Comment “436” for the link or search “Sex for Saints” in Spotify, Apple Podcasts or Youtube.
If initiating feels awkward or transactional, you might immediately wonder, “Does this mean I don’t really want my spouse?”
Episode 435 offers a different way to understand that feeling. When you’ve practiced a certain pattern for a long time, changing it can feel unnatural simply because you’re doing something unfamiliar.
The episode compares this to learning a new physical movement. The corrected version can initially feel wrong because your body is accustomed to the old one.
That means awkwardness isn’t necessarily evidence that:
You aren’t attracted to your spouse
You’re doing something wrong
You shouldn’t have initiated
The new pattern won’t work
Sometimes it’s simply the uncomfortable stage of building a new pattern.
The goal isn’t to force yourself to feel something you don’t feel. It’s to stop treating every uncomfortable or unfamiliar feeling as a verdict about your marriage or your desire.
Listen to Episode 435 for the deeper conversation about paradox, desire, and why sometimes new patterns don’t feel natural right away. Comment “435” to get the link to the episode sent straight to your DMs or search “Sex for Saints” on Apple Podcasts, Youtube or Spotify.
Sometimes the harder you try to feel desire, the less available it seems to become.
Episode 435 explores the paradox that desire often needs the right conditions, but trying to control the outcome can work against those conditions.
Instead of asking, “Why don’t I want this yet?” you might start noticing:
Do I feel connected to my spouse?
Do I have enough space and time?
Am I distracted or tense?
Am I allowing myself to be curious?
Am I monitoring myself for the “right” response?
The goal isn’t to manufacture a feeling on command. It’s to cultivate an environment where desire has room to emerge, while letting go of the demand that it has to arrive on your timeline.
That distinction can take a lot of pressure out of the experience.
Listen to Episode 435 for the full conversation about desire, paradox, and why sometimes you have to stop trying to control the outcome. Comment “435” to get the link to the episode sent straight to your DMs or search “Sex for Saints” on Apple Podcasts, Youtube or Spotify.
08/24/2026
You can have a very peaceful marriage and still feel like your spouse doesn't really know you.
There’s a difference between choosing compromise and constantly abandoning yourself to avoid tension. When you always defer, agree, or say “whatever you want,” you may be reducing conflict while also giving your spouse fewer opportunities to know what you actually think, want, and feel.
The episode connects this to differentiation, which is the ability to:
Stay connected without losing yourself
Hold your own opinions while loving someone who disagrees
Have your own desires without making your spouse responsible for them
Stay close without becoming the same person
This matters because genuine intimacy requires two people who are actually showing up. If you're always trying to become whatever will keep the relationship comfortable, there may be less of you available to truly know and love.
Being easy to live with isn't the same thing as being deeply known.
Listen to Episode 435 for the deeper conversation about why marriage requires both connection and separateness. Comment “435” to get the link to the episode sent straight to your DMs or search “Sex for Saints” on Apple Podcasts, Youtube or Spotify.
If you want to feel more desire for your spouse, you might assume you need to become more emotionally connected first.
But Episode 435 explores a more complicated answer: connection can create desire, and moving toward your spouse can also help create connection.
That might look like:
Offering warmth before you feel completely wanted
Creating space for connection instead of waiting for the perfect moment
Staying curious about your spouse’s inner world
Maintaining your own sense of self within the marriage
Cultivating the conditions for desire without demanding that it show up
The goal isn’t to force yourself to want something you don’t want. It’s also not to wait passively for desire to magically appear before you participate in creating a relationship where desire has room to grow.
Sometimes the thing you’re waiting to receive is partly created by what you’re willing to offer.
Listen to Episode 435 for the full conversation about paradox, emotional safety, desire, and the tensions that make marriage work. Comment “435” to get the link to the episode sent straight to your DMs or search “Sex for Saints” on Apple Podcasts, Youtube or Spotify.
What if the reassurance you’re waiting to receive is something you can start offering first?
It’s easy to get caught in a cycle where one spouse waits to feel wanted before moving closer, while the other waits to feel emotionally safe before moving closer.
Then both people wait.
The episode explores what happens when each person starts offering what they’ve been waiting to receive:
Warmth before proof
Steadiness before reassurance
Connection before everything feels perfect
This doesn’t mean ignoring your needs or pretending there aren’t problems in your marriage. It means recognizing that sometimes the connection you’re waiting for is partly created by taking the first small step toward each other.
Listen to Episode 435 for the full conversation about paradox and why you don’t always have to figure out who should go first. Comment “435” to get the link to the episode sent straight to your DMs or search “Sex for Saints” on Apple Podcasts, Youtube or Spotify.
08/21/2026
What if the thing you’re waiting for from your spouse is something they’re waiting to receive from you?
Maren and Wade had spent three years caught in this exact paradox. She needed emotional safety and connection before she could imagine wanting him, while he needed to feel wanted before he could fully relax into the marriage.
The important realization wasn't that one of them needed to change their expectations. It was that both truths could exist at the same time.
Sometimes getting unstuck means asking:
What am I waiting for my spouse to do first?
What do I think my spouse is waiting for from me?
Is there something I can offer without expecting something back right away?
Can I move toward my spouse even if I don't feel completely ready?
The goal isn't to ignore your needs or force yourself into connection. It's learning that sometimes connection is built by both people taking a small step before they have proof the other person will take theirs.
Listen to Episode 435 for the full conversation about paradox, marriage, and learning to live inside tensions that don't need to be solved.
Comment “435” to get the link to the episode sent straight to your DMs or search “Sex for Saints” on Apple Podcasts, Youtube or Spotify.
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