05/18/2026
6 months of you š¤
Half a year ago, our little Leo decided to come earlier than expected ā and from the very beginning, he showed us how strong he is.
I still remember the fear of watching him being taken away the day after he was born.
The hospital room.
The tears.
The words ācongenital heart diseaseā that changed everything in a second.
These past 6 months have been the biggest roller coaster of my life.
Beautiful, exhausting, scary, emotional, and full of love all at once.
Leo is stable now, but our journey is still ongoing.
There is still uncertainty, still follow-up appointments, still moments of fear that quietly live in a motherās heart.
But through all of it, this little boy keeps teaching me what real love, strength, and resilience truly look like.
Happy 6 months, my sweet Leo š¤
02/13/2026
Dana Point, August ā25 š¤
With Liza, we didnāt have a gender reveal - it just wasnāt something people did back then in Russia.
But I always secretly wanted that moment.
To pause. To gather everyone. To feel the anticipation.
This day meant a lot to me.
šø Masha, thank you for helping organize everything ā¤ļø I miss you so much. Itās still hard that you moved back to Russia.
Somehow we already knew itās a boy as so many things in blue were easy to find and we couldnāt find pink roses š
š.coma Tanya, thank you for the beautiful cake - and for keeping the secret. You were the only one who knew.
šø Sonya, thank you for capturing this day so naturally. These photos are so special to us.
Thank you to our family and friends ā¤ļø they were there for us and shared this joy with us!
Some moments are simple.
But they stay with you forever.š¤
12/31/2025
This year didnāt unfold the way I imagined.
The most important lesson it offered me was acceptance -
of change, of uncertainty, of life as it is.
These photos were taken just one day before I was hospitalized,
a moment of pregnancy, stillness, and trust
before everything changed.
Iām sharing them now not for content,
but to honor this chapter and everything it carried.
Thank you, 2025,
for teaching me acceptance, strength,
and deep gratitude for life
#2025
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12/31/2025
Iāve been quiet here for a long time.
Not because I had nothing to share - but because life was unfolding in ways that required my full presence.
This year asked me to step away, slow down, and turn inward. Travel, change, pregnancy, deep internal work.
Iām not coming back with conclusions or summaries.
Just with presence.
And a desire to start sharing again, slowly and honestly š¤