Dancing Shiva

While traveling in South America I managed to accomplish 7 my big dreams:
1. Dance Samba in Rio de Janeiro
2. Dance Argentine tango in Buenos Aires
3. Visit , ,
4. Improve my Spanish
5. Experience Ayahuasca
6. Cross South America from West to East
7. Complete 10 days meditation

2.5 month were exceptionally fulfilling with lots of new experiences, positive emotions, good people on my way that helped me to shape my journey. However, of course there were some interesting challenges on the way- like loosing my wisdom tooth in Cusco - a gift to Pachamama, altitude sickness at , freezing nights at which all in their turn were shaping a new version of me!!!!

Along the journey I have reflected on who am I?! Do I live the life that I want to live or rather follow the pattern?! And Vipassana was a great way to get to a complete STOP and look deep into yourself!

The first five days were very painful - my whole body fascia got absolutely inflamed from siting in the same pose for 12 hours a day. And as I was going through this pain - I have remembered all my life in very bright and colorful details. The deep revelations were happening as body was releasing the pain! I came out of this experience as newly born after literally giving a birth to a new version of myself!

In the past two years I have worked with psychologists and hypnotherapy, that did help me a lot to overcome some heavy feelings that I was caring for most of my life! However, no one can really get into your subconscious but you and clean it out of the “puss” of accumulated emotional and mental blockages. It was like performing open brain surgery without anesthesia - but result was absolutely worth the pain!

If you want to live a better life and make better choices - you need to become a new version of yourself and remove the patterns that no longer serve your new vision! No one can do it for you but you! And once you release the accumulated pain, guilt, remorse, anger, disappointment- you will create space for love ❤️ and light, for new neurological paths of thinking, acting and choosing! You will start moving not out survival, but out of harmony, balance and abundance! Life will cary on with all what it brings - blessings and challenges! But you will respond differently to it! Because you had found your inner center, your spark!