Ronin MMA NZ

Miss you Kevvy… yeah I’m feeling a little emotional right now, kind of bewildered…i dont think i trust my ability to read people anymore…you always had “sage”advice…boy I miss you. I miss you. I MISS you…. 🥲 Need a cud.

Such a beautiful day today… 🌞 find myself drifting to memories of our home we shared… 🥹 what would we have been doing today if you were still here…?
I can feel you, my arms ache, some days more than others and today is one of those days.
Miss you bub, all the time…♥️🫶🌹🙏
Wish we’d taken more photos… do I have enough to last me a lifetime?

Happy Heavenly Birthday Kevvy ♥️ spent the day with you yesterday…watched the sunrise with you this morning….🌞 it’s been a really emotional couple of days to be honest, harder than last year for some reason…. A lot of memories flooding in like they were yesterday so its been a roller coaster 🌺 but thats to be expected..

Hey I went back to our house, just to have a look…in case you were there…you weren’t abd our trees been cut down 😢 but I weeded the garden n sat and just hung out, I remember everything with you like it was yesterday.

Love you Kevvy.
I hope you’re at peace 🌹♥️🙏
I feel you’re at peace
You’ll never be forgotten, We think of you every day and talk about you all the time…

Rest in love beautiful # #

Thinking of you tonight… it’s been a tough couple days… wish I had your advice.
Reading through some papers and looking at some photos.

A reminder of what a wonderful man you were, how many people you helped while battling life yourself… these are a few, I literally had100s of messages, almost every one had a story about you Kev… you stayed real… appreciating that now more than ever. So rare.

I hope you’re ok where you are, I hope you’re free, I hope you’re happy.

Thank you 🙏 I hope you hear me # # #

Well that’s another year done & dusted. My New Years resolution last year was to just make it through one day at a time…. I did that 😀🙏🌹 This year I have plans, I have goals I have every intention on scoring, I realise I’ll be “healing” and “grieving” for the rest of my life so I have to learn how to live and achieve at the same time. I’ve hibernated, had a lot of time to reflect & learn and I’m ready to come back!!

I wouldn’t have had the tools to get where I am today without Kev in my heart…. I love you Kevvy, I feel your hand on my shoulder when I need you, I hear your voice when I have no answers and I feel your presence when I feel lonely. Thank you my darling….

Happy new year everyone. I love you all… have a happy and safe 2026. ♥️💥❤️🤔💕