The Stressed Out Yogi

Woohoo! I have myself a lunch break. 😌🧘🏼‍♀️

Currently doing 5-10! YEY! 😂
I love working for £5 per hour only to be harassed by an AI powered moderator! 👩‍⚖️ 🥰

I will have an afternoon off. 😴 💤

Going live on TikTok 11am
Landan Town Time. 🕰️ 🇬🇧

I will be talking about some deep reflections I’ve been having lately- recently went into a super deep introspective spaces after months of dissociation - lots of revelations. 🧘🏼‍♀️🥷⛓️‍💥

Some interesting insights + I also ate 💩 a few times (metaphorically).







Link in bio - TikTok link today - 🔗- if you want to watch the more intellectual stuff about in group crime, the colosseum effect & compassion focused psychology follow the Patreon link. ⛓️‍💥🥷

The Bias Buddha’s Bitch Episode 3: Compassion, The Bystander Effect, The Colosseum Effect & Oculogyric crisis… 👀 🔫💪

I explore the intersection of compassion, psychology, and collective human behaviour.
I dive into Paul Gilbert’s Compassion Focused Theory and the concepts of our evolved compassion, how environments shape compassion, or a lack of compassion as well as emotional intellect. Asking what happens when compassion is absent—not just within individuals, but within groups.
I also discuss the bystander effect and introduce what I perceive as the Colosseum Effect: the disturbing psychological phenomenon in which groups of people become entertained by another person’s suffering, humiliation, or abuse, and may even participate in it. Why do crowds sometimes watch, laugh, encourage, or remain passive in the face of cruelty? What psychological mechanisms make this possible?
Along the way, I humorously share my experience of oculogyric crisis, the neurological phenomenon that can cause dramatic eye seizures, and share some personal updates, observations, and a few lighter moments to balance the heavier topics.
This episode is a journey through compassion, conformity, cruelty, and consciousness—with the usual mix of psychology, curiosity, humour, and unapologetic questioning.
If you’ve ever wondered why some people help, why others watch, and why some laugh… and what compassion really requires of us, this conversation is for you.







LINK IN BIO. 😌🔗🖇️⛓️‍💥

So many things have come flying at my face this past 1-2 weeks. I’ve been so nonchalant to it all just skipping along happy go lucky, not bothered at all… It’s your problem… 🍀 👌

Then it all really started to hit me. How many people had thrown shade at me in the space of a week. How I might have upset another person my being dismissive of their needs, somebody that I truly cared for.

I woke up from a nightmare about all of this melodrama and jumped up to reach for my note pad…. LISTS!!! Always help… Sometimes we actually do need to check ourselves and go back to the drawing board.

Messing up, speaking out of turn, tripping up, putting our foot in it… ‘OH NO LOOK YOU’RE A HUMAN!’ 🧘🏼‍♀️🥷

Last night everything hit me all at once, complete catastrophe; my entire country betrayed me, I have no home, I’ll never be able to go home, my family, my community, the police, the NHS, social services… They destroyed my life and soooo many people joined in for the entertainment… ‘The colloseum effect.’

I was literally screaming, I could have screamed louder but I actually had a class to teach. So I picked myself up off the ground, wiped the snot from my nose, washed my face and taught that class.

A desperate moment with myself occured when I looked in the mirror crying, ‘You have no family, no country, your entire country betrayed you, my reality is melting, why would my entire country do this to me?’

One hour later and I looked at myself in the mirror and said to myself, ‘F**k it, I’m going to make it all the way to the fu***ng top no matter how fu***ng humiliating it is, I DON’T GIVE A F**K!’

Same person - 1 hour’s difference.

Your actions don’t define me,
My mistakes don’t define me,
Your poor judgement doesn’t change things.

I’m doing a thing I never thought I’d do…

But I’m doing it. 🤷‍♀️
I like to have a cigarette on the way home 🚬

Just kidding… Sort of…

I’m doing a thing for myself though, feels good. 😊 👍

The Sociopathic Shopping Bags Have Manifested…

This was a real metaphorical phrase I came out with a few days ago, ‘Sociopathic shopping bags of lies.’ 🛍️

They have manifested in the physical real… 🤩 Hop on in!! 🏑🩼🧑‍🦯‍➡️🥢🍚🚬

Happy to be here & not with you guys… 😅🫶🏻

Thinking about where I could be & how I was feeling in The UK. 🇬🇧

It’s amazing how much things can improve when you’re not in an environment where your fearing for your life, being targeted by hooligans, re-traumatised by your family & systemically abused…

Alright!!! 👍

Seriously no amount of Pranayama is going to make your community safe to be around - ignorance is the root of all suffering, you can’t wake others up - walk away - dance away - groove away 🪩 🕺🏿 💃

Get well soon guys… 😘







I’m not with you guys. 🤓👌

The truth does not change simply because we refuse to accept it. 

2x new episodes out on my Patreon - The Bias Buddha’s Bitch. 🎙️

Big love to those who popped onto my live last night, really enjoying it… Got quite intellectual, if you missed it you can grab the recording on my Patreon. 🎙️

P.S NOT sorry for the cognitive issues. 😌👌

New Tik Tok Episode Avialable on Patreon. 🥷🫶🏻🎙️

The Benefits of AI for Trauma Survivors - A Cognitive Buddy, Systemic Abuse and Philosophical, Metaphysical, Psychological Loops, Chi Energy & Dark Psychology... 🧚🥷

Trauma psychology, AI as a cognitive buddy, systemic abuse, dark psychology, metaphysics, philosophy, chi energy and the wonderfully f**ked-up loops of consciousness.
Unpacking trauma integration, manipulation, sociopathic bu****it and the shopping baskets people fill with lies.
Plus haemorrhoids, guess-the-word with Gii Nina and enough dark comedy to stop the existential crisis becoming too existential.

🎙️ 2x New episodes on Patreon.
The Bias Buddha’s Bitch Series
& The Bias Buddhas Bitch TikTok Lives. 🧘🏼‍♀️🧬