14/09/2026
Reflecting back on the weekend just gone, it made me think back over the years and specifically about how when everything can and does go wrong, you’ve got to keep pushing through for however long it takes.
For those of you who don’t know, I was incredibly ‘lucky’ (also a lot of hard work 😆) that my parents bought me a newly backed, young horse, when I was 13yrs old (as a family we couldn’t afford a trained one so mum and dad got Rio for me to teach and learn together) and he went onto take me to 5 European Championship from 2010-2014. With him, I did my first Grand Prix in the January of 2015, my first horse I’d trained from the bottom to the top.
Fast forward 10 years, April 2025, and the best big orange, my second horse I’d trained (thank you Chloe and Caron for starting him!) and competed to Grand Prix.
There were a few horses in between who were knocking on the door for GP and either never competed or were sold or I lost the ride on.
I guess where I’m going with this is, you can feel like you have the world at your finger tips when you’re young and then it can feel like it all disappears. You slog away dreaming of one day competing at the highest level again. The financial burden, the emotional stress, the hours and hours of work to make ends meet, the constant feeling of not being good enough, of trying to be the best person for your horses, your clients, everyone around you.
Then one day, it all feels possible again. Instead of dreaming, you feel like you’re aiming. You have the best team of people around you, people that want you to achieve that dream.
So to anyone reading this who’s struggling with this ‘trotting around a sandpit’ torture we all seem to be unable to live without. Keep going because at some point it’ll be worth it ❤️