Tools 4 the Journey

My Mother

(all the black mothers
whose children have left)

You thought me to wait
as you waited in difficult times.

But life
killed in me that mystical hope

I no longer wait
I am the one to whom it is waited

It is I
my Mother
hope is us
your children
left for a faith that feeds the life

Today
we are the naked children of the ghettos in the bushes
the boys without school playing with a ragged ball
on the sands at noon

We are our own selves
the contracted workers burning their lives in the coffee plantations
the ignorant black men
who must respect the white
and fear the rich

We are your children
from the black ghettos
where electricity does not reach

The drunken men falling
abandoned to the rhythm of the drumbeat of death

Your children
hungry
thirsty
ashmed of calling you Mother

With fear of crossing the streets
afraid of men
ourselves

Tomorrow
We will sing hyms of freedom
when we celebrate
The date of slavery abolition

We will go in search of the light
your children Mother

(all the black mothers
whose children have left)

Will go in search of life.

Dr. Agostinho Neto

Fasting raises our vibration and offers us another opportunity to take a deeper and honest look at ourselves.

Before the year ends, this reset is needed, as there are things that still need to be let go off.

I pray that once again, another veil will be removed from my eyes.

No t.v
No music
No meat
No fish
No socialising
No bread, biscuits, or cakes
No any kind of sugars, including fruit

As my body and mind are purified, I ask that I be rewarded with the wisdom and clarity needed to continue to move forward on my journey.

🙏🏼🕯Nanny 🕯🙏🏼

Always remember that what you can not see is much bigger than what you can...

The weekend of 31st/1st of November turned out to be another beautiful encounter with the spiritual world.

There are so many on that side willing and ready to share their wisdom, but we are more comfortable asking our equals instead of our superiors.

Superiors in the sense that they have already gone through that that we are still going through now, but they can only intervene in personal lives if a request is sent.

I wanted to write a big note explaining what really happens when the portal opens, but then I thought to myself:

"they don't really care, so why should you?"

Even if at this point my mission is more about others than it is about myself, I am still human and feel discouraged and disappointed when I look around.

But it's important that I continue to use my page as my open journal so that when it all comes out, at least there is proof that I was already doing my part.

Sadly, most live for the moment, forgetting that:

What they can not see is the bigger part of what they can....

Nanny

"Each one of us is an irreplaceable part of something greater than we can imagine."
Lee Harris